How Could This Happen? He Was My BEST FRIEND!   Author: 754  Category:(Interesting) Created:(10/11/1999 2:11:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (1731 times) I always thought it couldn't happen to me...boy was I wrong! How can something like this happen to some one and people think it is there fault is terrible. I watched on the news when Mike Tyson did it to that girl and I thought she asked for it...I was sure of that because she went with him WILLINGLY...I never thought about how unfair I was for saying those things. I never felt that what I said was wrong. Until it happened to me! He was my Best friend, someone I talked too, hungout with, went to school with, and trusted. You never think about how people can treat you cold..well your own people until you actually go through it and I can tell you it hurts and in my life I have been hurt so much and have gone through so much til I don't know how I go on...Well maybe I do know how I go on but I don't know why... Well on with my story, I went to my sisters boyfriend house with her and I was sitting on the porch gazing at the stars when my friend ( I will call him Kenny) came over he sat down becide me and we talked and laugh and had a nice time. He asked me to walk over to his house with him. There was nothing unusal about that request. I didn't sense anything bad and becides which I have went over there with him plenty of times and he never did or said anything out of the way to me!I went in and told my sister were I was going and told her I would be right back. So we were walking and he asked me to stop over at the trailer with him for a moment and I said okay I mean this was Kenny and he was my friend. What harm could it do. Its not like we would be along or like he had ever done anything to me. So we went and time I stepped in I sense something wrong...where was everyone? We were along and I got nervous but I thought girl your being silly, so I turned to Kenny and said,'So where is everyone?' The look in his eyes scared me and when he didn't answer I knew I was in trouble. It was time for me to get out of there.I said I better get back my sister is probably ready to go. So I moved to walk past him and all of a sudden he grabbed me and threw me into the wall. I started crying and he grabbed me around the neck and said if I don't shut up he would kill me. I was shaking and pleading with him. He started slapping me not hard enough to leave a mark but it hurt all the same and he was pulling my hair and trying to kiss me and I started to cry louder and he banged my head into the wall and told me to shut up Now! He started calling me all sorts of ugly names and threating me. He said who's going to believe you? You came with me freely! Then he said if I tell he would get me.And he said he would tell everyone that I wanted it and that I was just mad at him cause he wouldn't talk to me. Then he raped me and I felt like a part of me died! When he was finished he told me to get dressed then he grapped me and said don't tell anyone or else......So we walked back to where my sister was and he tried to hold my hand ,but I wouldn't let him and he said remember what I said ..When we made it over to where she was . She looked at me and said what's wrong and I started to tell her and he interrupted and put his hands on my shoulder and squeezed but they didn't see that. They were too busy talking to him. He told them he asked me to be his girlfriend . How could he say that? I couldn't say anything I was scared! About a week later I tried to tell my sister what happen and you know what she told me I was lieing and that let me know that he was right who would believe me.. I was just another statisic and he was another rapist that didn't pay. How it changed my life: I felt so dirty and unclean, and unworthy of anyone ever loving me and I was hurt by what my sister said I needed her and she wasn't there. I was alone with a secret and there was no one to tell and no one to believe in me for days I thought I didn't want to live. I walked around in a daze and it was like I couldn't ever get clean and I couldn't stand to be touched at night I would cry myself to sleep because everytime I close my eyes I would see his face and I would see all that he did to me . You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Show all stories by   Author: 754 ( Click here ) Spring is coming